Friday I wanted to post about my new gadget and the cool home I got for it… with lots of pictures. Ended up just posting about new songs I purchased instead…
Yesterday I wanted to document a much-needed, long over due day of pampering…with more pictures. Ended up not posting at all… First day I didn’t post since March 5th… That didn’t make me happy!
AND, today I wanted to share pictures from my Easter visits with family….
BUT… WordPress is not cooperating!
Pictures won’t upload…
They won’t go in the placement I want them to be…
I can’t move them where I want them to go.
I started stressing about what to write…. WHY? Well, because somewhere along the way I started pushing myself to post every day. When I started the blog, I posted here and there… no rhyme or reason… Just when ever an idea popped into my head. At the start of the year I committed to the PostAWeek challenge and somehow started posting everyday. More recently topic ideas were getting a bit more difficult… causing me to stress and over-think things…Resulting in posts that aren’t very good!
I also found myself getting frustrated with stats and obsessing on numbers. Why aren’t I getting as many hits as others? No new subscribers in a while? Seriously I was starting to obsess about it.
Hmmmmm. NOT why I started this blog in the first place…. I’m not sure when I started to care about the numbers, but I’ve decided to stop looking as often. Yes, I want people to read my blog, but when I first started it, it was for me and me only to get the “stuff” outta my head.
I realized that sharing my thoughts with you shouldn’t be frustrating… Sharing my days with you shouldn’t be frustrating.
Writing is something I love to do… pictures add to the story, but they don’t make the story.
Writing for my blog shouldn’t be stressful… It’s something I’ve enjoyed since I first started last June… It’s been therapeutic and has helped in healing; it’s helped me to meet some of the most amazing people that I never could have met otherwise… Some of which I consider to be honest, sincere and true friends.
The numbers don’t matter… the pictures don’t matter.
Getting my story out there is what matters…
Sharing my story with you…
Each of you that stop by and read my ramblings matter…
So now i feel as if I’m a bit refocused.
If you don’t hear from me for a few days… no worries; all is well and good. I promise!
I don’t want to post because I feel like I have to post. That’s not fair to you that come back to read. I wanna get back to writing the things I love to write about… sharing the things I want to share. Writing the way I did to bring my readers to this blog in the first place. By sharing bits ‘n pieces of me!!!
*** Wouldn’t it figure that adding a picture worked just as I wanted it to now???? Just sayin’. ***
How do you stay true to the goal of your blog? What do you do when you have trouble coming up with ideas? Do you find the committment to posting daily/weekly to be daunting at times?